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It's so wide... I'm moving toward it for so long and I've not reached it yet...
maybe I've just lost my sense of time or it has done something in order to be unreachable.
now I feel like I'm getting closer, for I can see the details of its surface
...heat? I think it's not possible. I feel something... but I don't know what. It's even warmer
...fear? No, it's not fear. I can remember fear.
...now I see the bastions protecting it. They are covered in tentacles growing deep in the reign's structure and I understand...
...I admire it
This being is so perfect I think it's unfair to end its existence.
but now I'm resolute again.
I'm getting ready to fight. I see the mouths on the bastions' top erupting columns of spores.
spores drift for a while, then they turn into drones running in my direction. It's getting ready to fight too.
I'm hesitating for the second time. This time it's fear.
fear is just an old friend paying a visit... I get back my self control
I'm altering the space not to let drones reach me. I remove the last bits of emotion and I focus.
I have to strike. No hesitation from now on
We made an oath of loyalty to our people when we have been chosen as their sovereigns.